Monday, September 01, 2008
LAST DAY OF WORK- FAREWELL PARTY......Last fri was my last day of work...
went for a FAREWELL PARTY at east coast hawker centre to eat seafood
agnes, joy, jieying,roshan,ben,wawa & hubby, nas & bf went =)
5 of us went from the office while the rest go from somewhr else
agnes, joy & jieying sat in one taxi
me and ben sat in one taxi
on the taxi....we chit chat and we finally got each other no.
Ya! finally...-_-''''....
the journey was short...how i wish it cld be longer and even forever....
we gt a seat for 10 ppl and while waiting for the other 2 couples & roshan....
i took pics wif ben, agnes,joy and jieying ^^
pic wif agnes
pic wif joy
pic wif jieying
pic of 4 of us
poor phototaking skills of ben =p
den the rest came and we went to buy food
they wanted me and ben to wait at the table together
den tt stupid ben went away -_-''' and left me alone
*angry*
den my collegues saw....
all came back pei me
so in the end...we left ben alone to tc of the table
bleh=P
we ordered lots of seafood
pic of the some of the food we ordered:
nas and her bf esp...were v funny!!!!
and poor alex bcum our main pt of conversation thou he was not der
and oso poor wawa....she were kana teased by them for being '' together'' wif alex
den her hubby'' dun wan marry her''...haha!
and her hubby were v popular wif ben and roshan and nas bf..
so...throughout the night...the guys were gaying ard
damn funny~!
i luffed till stomach cramp..lol!! XD
den after dinner...we walked to a resting place at the beach der and tok till ard 10+pm
towards the end i passed agar agar to ben
he was like''mickey mouse again????!!''
den the other collegues start teasin again...
den he ate the agar agar which i made in a hurry the night b4
but he onli ate the micky mouse 2 ears..left the face nv eat -_-'''
he sae he v full le
[ the night b4 i OT till ard 8+pm cos too mani files le.
and hurrily went to buy ingredients for agar agar
wanted to make cheesecake but not enuff time...
reached hm ard 10+pm and started makin agar agar for him
finished at ard 11+pm...and in the process, i cut my finger...
at tt time..i worried (not cos of my finger kana bleed)
duno wat i worried abt...den i cried.....nt bcos of the pain..but i duno y....]
den we took pic again wif the agar agar i made wif him
it was nearin 10+ 11pm le...
thou we were having lots of fun tokin....it was reali funny...
i luffed a lot too
but at the same time...my heart feels so heavy...
gettin heavier and heavier as time passes...
we were gg to go hm le...
but he.....
haiz...
finally it was time to go hm...
collegues asked if he is sendin me hm
he said no cos he is gg ang mo kio meet frenz...and he is late
-_-'''''''''''''
*SAD+ ANGRY*
so my collegue roshan brought all of us home in his big car =)
thanks roshan~! ^^
den i secretly passed him the gift i bought and made for him
but still kana seen by collegues ><
den we all went off
i waved goodbye to him..
he waved back..
his expression ...abit weird..i duno wat to explain...mayb i tink too much
but as i waved gdbye to him..
my hearts breaks...
in the car...i cannot ren le....
i cried secretly..my tears drops...
i din wan my collegues to see
but in the end they still saw it
they start console me..
they sae he is nt worth my tears...
they sae he is not the right one for me....
thanks u gals for the concern=)
lucky i hav u gals durin this period of time in the office and oso yaling =)
thanks~ ^^
gave them big hugs when i left =)
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Todae....
Jus now went back office to return pass & let janet sign time sheet for a while during lunchtime
when gg to fax timesheet...me and don passed by alex and ben table
alex said'' long time no see''
LOL!! lame lor he
onli nv see for wkends onli.haha
but tt stupid ben...nv even sae anytink to me...
but....i sense some awkardness between us..duno over sensitive or wat
den v soon after i went to lunch wif agnes, joy,jieying & don
agnes sae ben wana cum but they dun wan let him go, cos is gals tok
but in the end don gt go.LOL!! XD
we ate qi ji at tamp century sq and i treat them to popiah
den ard 1+pm nearin 2pm ..it was gg to rain...they nid go back office le
but me and don nid go kelly service giv timesheet and we were stuck in interchange
nid cross a few roads
Don noe i scared drenched...he use his big hand( he nearin 180cm tall) to cover my head throughout when we cross the road..hahaXD
den still gt one mor road to cross b4 gt shelter
den he went to ask one uncle for umbrella
den he brought me to the shelter..den he went back to return the uncle umbrella and he came back to mit me DRENCHED
omg...i was totally shocked he will do tt....
so sweet n nice of him...
too bad he younger den me and i got no feelins for him..haha
jus treat him as normal frenz..xiao didi..
how i wished the person whu did tt is ben....
y isizt we always like the one tt makes us suffer....=(
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MEMORIES......
rmb the first day i stepped into e office...
i onli notice der is a guy sitting der....
i totally dun rmb how he looks...
den janet moved me to a seat near him..
feelin bored....i took him as one of my eyecandy cos not much guys in e office thou.LOL!XD
den one day collegues asked me and yaling out for lunch...
he was der oso..
in tt jap restaurant...
he sat oop me...
at first i totally ignore him, onli tok to yaling & the rest
he started to tok to me...and lame ard....
den i realize he is from SIM..but part time same course...=)
den our relationships gets closer ..
guessed from der..i start developing feelins for him unknowingly...
den wks later..gt one company dinner at boat quake..
he came over to my table and asked me if i wana go...
totally shocked tt he wld ask me go
cos i m onli a temp and temp go company dinner weird
but in the end i sae i will go onli if yaling go
so he went to ask yaling
on the day of the dinner, both me and yaling went for the dinner
when reached the place...
he asked me to sit wif him
but i see the table v small so i said nvm...
den throughtout the dinner, our eyes met a few times
(okie..wo zai tou tou kan da...he sat at the table behind us)
after tt dinner...
we gets closer....
esp when i nid to pass files to him..
at first whenever he go take milo...
he will ask me if i want milo den he will take for me...
den got one time when i m tired..he tap my table and asked me i tired ar?
den i sae ya and he walked off
but when he walked back...
he came back wif milo for me...
den sometimes no milo..he will take coke or chrysantem tea for me..cos he nt sure i will like which one...
den he often took milo for me
den gt one time...he brought chicken biscuits to eat in office
i said nice..i like to eat..
den few days later...
when i passed by his table..he callled my name and i went to his table
he surprised me wif a pkt of chicken biscuits saying it is for me...
den one day after work i met him dwnstairs
we took mrt together
i asked him if he ate the chicken biscuits le mah..
he said if i haven eat..he wun open it. its for me de.=)
feelin bad tt i did nth much for him,i decide to buy food for him
like buy one big pkt of food...can share among collegues , can giv him oso =)
so when i passed him files..der is always food for him...
and of cos for other collegues oso..haha
den he always tease me and disturb me. >.<
and he did some reali sweet things for me. =)
den gt one time when i made a mistake (not my fault actually)
kana ''scold'' by one manager
the next day early in the morn he came over to my table and ask wat happen...
den he asked me dun care her
thou is jus simple console...i feel so much better=)
den gt one time i wanted to make food for one of my collegue, amanda, whu is leaving...
in the end decided to make more for some collegues...
cos he sae he will be the gueina pig for my durian agar agar...
so i asked him pei me go buy ingredients at ntuc
but we v ''heng'' ..first time go out together kana caught by our collegue...
but tt day out wif him i feel v happy and sweet
he ''scolded'' me for walkin for wif spoilt shoes of mine and dun wan change
he helped me carry my 2 bags...
he helped me carry my bags of ingredients...
he helped me pay for the ingredients and scared the durians will giv off smell when in the mrt, he took care of all the small details...
he walked beside me throughout happily chatting...make sure i m not laggin behind
he pei me till 7+pm at tamp thou he is meeting his frenz at somewhr farin the north at 6.30pm
i feel so sweet & reali happy...
BUT.........
the next morn when collegues start teased him....
things started to change....
he himself seldom take milo for himself le so i hav less milo le oso...
he dun dare to be so nice to me in office le...
tt time i asked him pei me go giv agar agar he dun wan..-_-'''...
stupid him! >.<
in the end i called wayne pei me...orh.>.<
den when we went out for lunch..den he dare to stand or sit near me..disturb me...
if not in the office onli when i went over to his table he will joke ard wif me...
on the day when yaling left...i was tinkin of leavin soon too..
cos w/o her i scared i sianz...
but i told her if he asked me to stay longer..i will...
den longer stay i can get mor pay oso mah =)
den on tt day in the lift, yaling asked me if i reali gg soon ar?
den he said y dun i stayed till like do it like part time job cos i onli study for few days nia.=D
O.o!!
did he asked me stay??
i was v uncertain..
i asked yaling cos she was present too
she said''ya..of cos la. ''
*happy ^^*
den tt day he asked me pei him sit bus 22 cos i said tt bus i can take
first time he asked me pei him take transport!! =D
but in the end cos of a call, we nv take bus together =(
aniwae... in the end i extend my stay till end aug =)
some happy& sweets tinks & sad tinks happened durin tis period of time
cos he oni dare to be nice to be ''under table''- like dun wan a lot of ppl to noe =(
he will oso do some weird actions...like biting food from my hand, beating my hands,wana '' bite '' my finger....(but i tink we r not tt close to do tt leh >.<)
den gt one day...when lunch time we went to cold storage, he secretly buy sth
cos i oni saw he buy pringles...i nv saw him buy pocky sticks
den back in office, he surprise me wif a pkt of pocky sticks for me
cos b4 tt i bought a BIG PKT of POcky sticks to eat in office
y does he always rmb wat i like to eat,wat i said and wat i do....haiz
2 days before my last day of work..i asked him if he wan pei me go buy cake for collegues
he sae he will work till v late
den i said nvm lor...
but when we off work together at 8pm....
and we bumped into each other at the lift lobby..
i tot he will sae bye and go off home
but he said he will pei me go buy cake =D
den he pei me till ard 9+pm thou he is very tired le.=(
on the last day of my work..we lunched together wif other collegues
den b4 i end work, he pei me go collect cake...
we din tell anyone else...we stayed outside for quite long for collectin cakes >.<
i asked him for sim notes..he said okie.
den back in office..he secretly help me put those cakes on the tissue papers
he like dun wan go giv out those cakes
he like onli do behind the screen tinks for me...-_-'''
so i called Don to pei me...
feel paiseh to giv out those cakes XD..LOL!
den after work der is the farewell party lor...
If u wana noe how me and him le...
i onli can tell u '' jiu zhe yang...''
we r like stuck in duno wat situation....
i duno if any of us will contact each other
mayb in msn we will tok...
i duno....
cos end work le...hard to see him le oso..
mayb for now b4 i start sch.i will still meet up wif my collegues or Don for lunch or K session or shopping..
i duno if i will meet him a nt
thou we gt each other hp no... i duno if we will contact each other...
Maybe now we nv work together le...
seldom see each other le..
it will be easier to let go..
thou now i reali se bu de let go...
xian zai de wo zhen de 舍不得 jiu zhe yang fang qi...
yin wei wo zhen de xi huan ni....
我捨不得 好舍得
mani told me let go..he is not the right one for me....but it has been 2mths + together wif u...
hard to forget everytink wat happened b/w us
is mainly bcos of u, i find tis job v fulfilling...
u are so nice, sweet and caring to me
u always rmb wat i like to eat, wat i said, wat i do...]
but.....u always nv giv a clear ans....
so....
I WILL LET GO of my feelings for u.
shall let time decide the fate b/w us....
(somehw, i feel it is not e end for us..duno y..jus gt tt feel)
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True Love Stands No Boundaries~!^^
