morn to ard 6pm

i was still slackin..jokin ard wif my frenz...

den he oso help me take milo and we joked ard when i passed him chips

i even teased him sae he fat XD

but.....

after 6pm..when i was getting ready to go home soon...

a manager and Alex came to find me regardlin pg 183

they sae if i noe tt 183 cannot press F2..

i say ''..ya...''

cos i tot they meant another meanin

den after tt the manager said one sentence..

mayb she was jokin...but her tone was not nice..instead..fierce

'' i m goin the chop off the hands tt do tis ''

den she went to ask whose handwriting was that

it was mine T.T

that loan was done by me

den she said'' den u still say ya..u noe 183 cannot press F2''

den i said'' 183?...hmm..''

den Alex said '' 193.''

so is her fault tt she said it wrongly..

she mentioned 183..not 193

but nevertheless, i din noe tt 193 cannot press F2 cos angie din told me that

den she called angie over

i was scared

den angie said ya..she din taught me that..

den after tt they went off and Alex stayed back to teach me

Alex was in a nice and patient tone teachin me...

so ya..thanks for being nice ...

but the manager was scary...

it reali frightens me....

thou it was not v de harsh..

but all these jus happen so sudden and her tone was fierce...

i felt so bad cos it affected the ppl doin valuation...

it oso affected angie..i dun blame her actually...

cos i noe she is reali busy wif her things

so sometimes she jus missed out teachin me some tinks

frightened + feelin bad ....i broke dwn in tears

lucky yaling accompanied me to the toilet and console me

thanks a lot =)

i noe i sldnt cry...but i jus feel damn bad....and tt manager was scary

=(

collegues mite be quite gd....but managers fierce and not understandin...

the workin environment is not v gd le...

esp in bankin sector

time is money..money is time

managers get frustrated easily if anytinks goes wrong

its has been ard a mth since i worked der

nth has gone wrong for me...except todae(thurs) ...which made me feel damn sad

tears cld drop any moment once i tot of it...=(

working world is reali harsh..esp in the bankin sector

it allows no mistakes to be made..haiz...

stressful and competitive bank sector is

throu tis incident...i noe that i am still qute weak in controllin my emotions

i shall learn to be stronger and not let mistakes beat me down

bankin is a v stressful and competitive workin environment

esp in the harsh workin world.....

i guess i m not gg to find job in bankin sector again...

i noe i am not suited for it...



*** i duno if u noe wat gg on....but u left after i came back from the toilet and jus said a simple bye to me

i was quite sad tt u din asked me wat is gg on....

i was hopin tt u wld at least cum over and asked me wat is gg on...

from tis incident...i hav a tot...

u r a perm staff..and position is quite high...

while i m onli a temp staff...

gan jue wo pei bu shang ni....

maybe i m thinkin too much....

but....i m reali confused now...

dun wana tink wat our relationship is le..

tired....***
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