Todae at work v sian..
esp morn tt time...
reali nth to do...
so make me whole day v tired....
den i ate quite a lot oso...
but i was quite tired....
a bit restless....
but someone jus make me feel mor restless....
when i reach hm at ard 6+pm..
my hp rang....
i saw e number nt familiar de...
den i tot sld b some agency call again...
den out of curiosity..
i answered the call...
i regretted answerin the call...
He called me..
someone i hav long given up on....
his voice sounds so near and familiar...yet so far and unfamiliar...
a very complicated feelins...
he said."hi...how are you?"
i was like"....oh...hi...fine.."
silent...
"heard you hav started work...still copin well mah?"
"ya"
silent...
"well.....i m sorry...."
"why leh?"
"hmm....about tt incident...i m sorry.."
silent...
i knew what he is referin to....
he started to say how he realize the whole truth..
he say it is a moment of folly....
he felt sorry...
so...jus throughout the whole conversation..
he say" sorry" countless of times...
throughout the whole conversation..
he was the one tokin...
i jus answered..."oh..ok" or jus silent
wat do u expect me to say??
i m totally clueless...
last time bcos of a silly misunderstandin...
u wronged me and wun listen to my explanation
i call u umpteen times...sms u so mani times..
u jus wun reply...
u jus plainly sent me an sms sae we are over...
and now....u come back and apologize for wat u hav done to me...
dont u tink it is too late to make any amendments now...
u hav alreadi hurt and disappointed me too deeply...
u broke the promises we made easily....
and now u come back to ask for forgiveness?!?!
my mind is totally a blank now...
i m reali disappointed for wat u hav done to me....
the happy times...the promises..
u jus break it so easily...
i m sorry.....i reali cant accept ur apology right now....
my heart still hurts tinkin back at tt incident....
maybe we jus hav fate to be together for a moment...but not forever...
maybe we sld jus giv up....
those days i reali try to forget wat u done to me...
i jus wana hold on to those memories..
and i hav been livin fine w/o u in my life..
so maybe we sld jus leave tinks as it is now.....

*some tinks once u choose to let go...it will be gone forever...*
Blogged @ 5:08 AM
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